The #1 SPOT

I have come to realize, that making God #1 in my life is not an expression that I say, or that I believe. It is an out pouring of the chacteristics of God. It is the nature of God's being;
being manifested through me to others. It is thinking or not thinking life is unfair, and I have the right. It is not the preservation of my beliefs, my likes and dislikes, my views, my principals. It is a daily repenting of my carnal self, Laying that aside and focusing on the relationship with the trinity. then with my wife, then with my children, then with my friends, then with the people around me, then with the world. How many times have I sought for the Kingdom of God, and it has only been for my selfish motivations. I haven't Loved, I haven't been Kind, I haven't been gentle.
I am so thankful the Lord has not given up on me, I feel Like Moses must of felt on the back side of the desert. A teaching time, A waiting time, A resting time. Please pray with me, #1 spot God #2 spot my wife.